When All Seems Down..

Many a times people will feel that life is truly unfair.. yess.. it always is..

Why was i born into this family?
Why was i designated to be a female ?
Why this..why that.. it's NOT fair..

sounds familiar? well.. i believe that many peeps go through this a lot.. asking why why why..

believe me.. i just went through it few days ago.. n it has made me realize something important.. while i sat on the couch thinking.. Why did he leave me in this misery? Why me? it started to hit me.. i am sitting there thinking..n it doesn't create result.. only if i could control my emotions.. but it didn't happened because drops start rolling down across my cheek..

it is hard to forget him.. missing him dearly.. just wanted him there giving me that familiar smile, hug and his sweet lips that brushed me away.. Well.. what can i do?

rubbing away my tears.. sitting there.. placing him in the drawer of Memory.. closing it.. i start to do my daily routine of little miss temporary housewife..

i remembered.. a true friend told me.. a mountain ...always have down hill n up hill.. for us to achieve uphill.. is to go through downhill.. muacksss..

StRawBeRry

1 strawberry eaten..

First time

Well.. "First time to everything"..

my first day in this blogger thing..
my first day to cook soup..
my first day as "housewife".. not that im married ..

well.. to begin.. my mom just went through a major operation.. where i had now taken over my mom's position of housewife..

came to realize that something was missing in my life.. that is mr. right.. had me wondered the whole afternoon.. is there such a thing as mr. right? i question the sky.. as i daydream when i was cooking the soup.. and guess what happened?.. it was drying up.. haha.. well.. quickly i added water and continued stiring my soup which is filled with love and care..

having to see mom drinking the soup.. i had this feeling of being a wife first time cooking for her husband.. and wondering whether is it tasty or not.. but it was momm.. hehe.. more pressured as she is my best cook in the world.. and as soon as she finished her first spoon of soup.. and she smiled.. "not bad.." wow.. that was the feeling as though i've completed my degree.. where i was happy non-stop for 5 days.. hehe "YEah!"

with that feeling.. i cleaned the house to its corners.. i scrubed the bathroom.. n whats more.. i felt new.. fresh.. my first time to feel that i'm almost completely over Jules (my ex).. Life has been lonely without him.. its been like that for the past four months..

i just finished my college life.. n it is the corporate world tat i'm suppose to enter.. well.. its a place where many things will start and first time for many other things.. muackss peeps..

StrAwbErry